2013 begins

Happy new year! It's finally 2013! A new start! 
So much has been happening last year that I've lost track of so many important things that should mean so much more to me.

This year, I want to treasure things more, the people, the time spent and the thing that I do. I want to do things that are meaningful and that really count for all eternity. Firstly, and also the most importantly, is to walk and grow closer and deeper in the Word and in Him. Need to be spiritually on fire. 

Admitting that I've used OSEP as an escape route to move away from all the things that I don't want to face in Singapore, I want to make the full use of the rest of the trip. Another one month and nine more days, I want to remember the time here and use it as a period to glorify my Father. 

First day of the year, spending it in Paris and going down to Spain in a few hours times. I'm making a two-year long promise to myself. I'm leaving some things as it is and I'm not changing a thing about it. I want to be pure in all aspects and therefore, I have to make decisions and do things that I don't wish to. But I know that it's for the best for myself and some dearest people. I;m not giving up, I'm just not going to think about it as much as I used to and I'm letting go, letting God. If it's meant to be, it will be. 

Exams starting on 8th January, I want to do my best and payback my parents whom worked so hard to put me through this program. That's the best I know how. 



Sending love all the way from Paris <3